黑書 Black Book

All I did, I did it for hope, not for delussion.
I know that delusion will hurt, but hopes don't.

I was a funnel. The drop of love goes in and out in no time without reason. I was thirsty. I couldn't feel love coming in coz that's not what funnel can do. Funnels cannot contain and store, cannot give and cannot take.

Recently there are books like "Secrect", "Law of Attraction", or "Bestellungen beim Universum", they are all saying that we, people, do have choice of our life, or free agence. We are not the object of the density. We are the master of our own. We get what we want, even when the down-turn comes around.

我經常要求完美，
在愛裡找完美，希望可以遇到Mr.Right.

Time should be wasted on my own sake.